Life is Beautiful and Sad.

I live my life sin remordimiento. Without regrets. Everything that has happened matters. And everything is what it is.

But that does not mean that I should not change things about myself.

I want to be a truly kind person. I do not want to be super judgemental. I do not want to curse like a sailor. I want to be honest all the time.

Because life happens too fast for eveyone I become acquainted with to think that I'm a dirtbag.

I hung out with a guy tonight. He and I have met before. We have some mutual friends. At the end of the night, he said "It was good seeing you guys again. Have a good night." Which are just some everyday words that everyone throws around. But the way he said it let me know that he really meant it. He was being completely genuine.

I want to be that way.